So much has happened in the past week that I have to start at middle of next week, and go forward. I had left last entry that we were waiting on Insurance coverage to come through, and it got interesting from there.

Middle of last week, we got a preliminary denial from the insurance company, which at the time didn't seem to unreasonable given that we know that they do not cover Phase 1 trial drugs. We were told by OHSU that it is unfortunately common, and usually approved upon peer review. So my dr. at OHSU was going to talk to the medical director of my insurance company, Friday morning. As luck had it, it was the same time that I was scheduled for a transplant consultation at SCCA. This is being done to make sure that we proceed as far as possible with planning for the transplant, without actually doing one. The whole idea of the drug trial, is to hopefully finally get the results we are looking for from a single pill a day.

Cynthia had her blackberry with her into the meeting, and we knew an e-mail would be forthcoming. Towards the end of the meeting, we received word that we had been denied, even after the peer review. I think OHSU was simply floored, they had not experienced this before, and my participation was at risk to say the least. Literally when we walked out of the SCCA meeting, I was resigned that I was 3-4 weeks away from a transplant.

Now Cynthia has a more assertive approach to these things than me, and after some deliberation, we decided to reach out to OHSU and see if we could still enroll in the study, and pay our portion that the trial wouldn’t cover. We didn’t know the exact costs, but we knew that if we didn’t enroll on Friday, we would miss the window and have to possibly wait 1 more month, which did not seem like a good idea given that I am on no drugs at all….

OHSU did a quick check, and said that would be fine. Although I would need to get down to OHSU that afternoon, since there is a consent form that had to be signed in person with the Dr. he was going to be out of town the following week, so we looked at each other, and simply pointed the car south. We made Portland in a little more than 3 hours, which on a Friday afternoon is a small miracle.

When we got back, we knew that we had bought us some time. We were told there were other appeals avenues, but the problem we had was that I had to be enrolled on Friday, or wait. I reached out to a former manager at MS, who put me in touch with a Director in HR. I know realize how huge that was, since while we were sitting at OHSU on Monday, the nurse popped her head in and said that it was now approved and they were getting it in writing from the insurance company. I literally felt my shoulders drop 2 inches, due to the stress we were under.

So Monday turned out to be an all day screening day. Besides a blood pressure issue, I did very well, and the team understands that it’s stress/anxiety induced, but we are closely monitoring it.

 So today (Wednesday) I am literally sitting in the recliner at OHSU, with an IV hooked up to my arm so that they can take blood without poking me with another needle. I took my first dosage of 60 mg at 9:10, and I am getting blood draws very frequently. The last one today will be at 5:10.

I think in the last week, I lived through every possible roller coaster experience I could imagine. Through this all, I can’t express how much Cynthia has done, and made me able to do. I find that I lean on her more and more, since when it becomes overwhelming, she has the ability to see things clearer. We also have had incredible help from her mother and Aunt to help with the kids while I’m out of town.

Right now, it looks that I will be calling my address Portland for at least 10 days. I can’t go home this weekend which is a bummer, but I did bring my golf clubs, and my newly acquired Big Bertha driver from Brian. I plan to vent any frustrations over the past week, on some innocent range balls…

As Tyler put it on his blog, he and I had a road trip on Tuesday. I had learned about Ariad trial drug on the Leukemia Discussion board, by Beth who had been in the study for 3 months. She has gotten such great results that her transplant that was scheduled, is now put on temporary hold. Beth's situation is that she has a known Mutation that Gleevec and Sprycel do not work on, so she is a perfect fit for the study. She also pointed out some other sources, so just in the past week I've learned from a couple others in the study, who are also having some great results.

So Tyler and I caffeined it up in Seattle and headed to Portland. It was so nice to simply catch up with Tyler, and our 3 1/2 hour ride flew by and we were in Portland before we knew it. There is something to be said about the ability to talk to someone about pretty much everything in the world, and for those who know Tyler, he's a wealth of knowledge and insight. I know not to challenge Tyler in Golf or memory game. He even shared with me his double super secrete method of counting cards in spades....

So we met with Dr. Deininger, and it was such a comfortable meeting. He took the time to explain what I could expect on trying dosage escalation on current drugs, risks involved with all options, and how Leukemia works in your marrow. Dr. Deininger explained things very clearly and in terms I could understand. We then went into details around the study, and his nurse had brought us some documents to take and review.

Basically, while no trial doesn't have risks, I believe that I would be a good candidate for the trial. We felt that Dr. Deininger felt the same way, although he was very clear to be neutral. I never felt pressured to go one way or another, an approach I am very comfortable with. He didn't know anyone on the top of his head that had the exact scenario as me and benefiting from the study, but he was going to check.

As Tyler and I left OHSU, Tyler looked at me and pretty much said " I can't see why you wouldn't do this"... Needless to say, I'm in agreement. When I got home that night, I got to talk to Cynthia and she is fully supporting me, even with the prospect of me having to be in Portland for the better part of a month. Without her support, I wouldn't even be able to get a grasp around what I need to do. I know I've said it before, but just as Tyler clearly attributes his strength to Mandy, Cynthia is my source of comfort and strength.

So, that night I sent an e-mail to Dr. Deininger, and said I was formally sending my request to be part of the study. I heard back from him last night and he will let me know what the timeline will be. I am cautiously optimistic about what this can do for me, but I know for certainty, that I would always think about what if, if I didn't pursue this path.

I'd also like to thank everyone for their support and kind words. It's been a huge morale boost !

Sorry for not updating the blog lately, it's been busy to say the least. So much has happened in the past month, so I've decided to break this entry into two sections. The two big events are my 1 month checkup on Sprycel, and my visit to OHSU (Oregon Health & Science University). We got to spend 1 1/2 hour with Dr. Druker down at OHSU, and it was both a sobering experience, but also an incredible opportunity to be educated on what CML is, and specifically what is happening in my situation. it's clear that every situation is unique, although there are always similarities in the different cases.

July 2nd Visit - OHSU, Dr. Druker

We drove down to Portland the night before. You'd think that we'd immediately look for sleep without the kids around, but we took the opportunity to go to the hotel restaurant for a late night bite. It probably had a great view of the river, but it was too dark. The next morning we had to scramble to OSHU. It was only a couple of miles away, but it sits up on a hill and is a little confusing to find. The campus is clearly older, especially compared to SCCA. Looked like something you would expect an old University to look like.

My blood pressure was way up, something we clearly could contribute to the fact that we were running late due to traffic, and being late is probably one of my worst stress factors. It was 150/90 (later you'll see where I normally range). We spent some time with his nurse before the visit, and she was incredibly knowledgeable and clearly had a lot of experience in treating CML. She immediately called out that there was nothing in my medical records that indicated that anything was missed, which isn't always the case. I have a lot of confidence in SCCA and Dr. P, so it wasn't a surprise that I've already been in great hands.

Dr. Druker came in while Cynthia had to leave the room briefly, and for some reason she walked in on us already talking about a Bone Marrow Transplant. So we made sure to back up and start from the beginning. We covered my background, did the Sokal Score (it was 1.7 which is on the higher end). Based on his assessment, I was probably in the more late Chronic phase when diagnoses, and the Leukemia could have been there for 3-5 years. It's such a slow developing illness that it's hard to tell when it happened. Ironically, there is a chance that Tyler and I developed it around the same time.

He also shared that in many cases, people don't know they have Leukemia until the either come in for some unrelated surgery, or for women when they do blood work while pregnant. I can't imagine to find out that you're both pregnant and have leukemia at the same time. What I did learn, and I want to stress here, please ask for yearly blood work (blood count numbers), they can tell so much from that and it's always better to treat an illness in the early phases. Simply donating blood won't catch it, and it's not typically part of an annual physical. So you have to ask for it.

Our conversation with Dr. Druker centered around two things. How I got to where I am, and why switching to Sprycel now is the right thing to do. It's all about risk factors, and the goal is to get my risk of relapse to a minimal. Also the goal is to get my PCR down to 1 or below, his exact words were "I have been impressed with patients reaching 1 on Sprycel". He said on Gleevec the goal is to get to 0.1 or below (on average). The sobering part of our discussion was centered around what if Sprycel doesn't work, and when to have the dreaded BMT (Bone Marrow Transplant) option. As of right now, it's not on the radar until 6 month on Sprycel, so we're keeping our fingers crossed that we see some progress by end of the year.

1 month checkup on Sprycel -

I had my 1 month checkup at SCCA, and my first chance to talk to Dr. P about my visit to OHSU. He had received the report from them as well and had looked it over. Again, no surprises, so we focused on my current blood numbers. The Chest X-ray was clear, so I'm not showing any fluid buildup. This could happen at anytime on Sprycel and is a common side effect of the meds. What was most interesting is that my Platelets had dropped over half, down to 80k. I have been over 200 for a while, so it was a big surprise. I'm still processing this, but my current thoughts is that it's a good thing since it means that Sprycel is doing something. Now what it's doing, we won't know for a few months since the marrow has 1 trillion cells, and it takes a while to show an impact in the PCR test. It did cause us to schedule another blood draw in 2 weeks, to monitor the Platelet counts. Since it's been 2 weeks since my last draw, it's hard to say if it's already bottomed out and starting to increase, or continuing downwards.

They did the PCR on the blood, and those results should take about a week. We know now to not expect much for the first couple of months on Sprycel, first real indicator should come sometime by 3 to 6 months. So no movement isn't necessarily bad for the first few PCR's.

Otherwise, I'm feeling good although a little tired on Sprycel. It should get better. The headaches I experienced early on, are gone so the body seems to adjust to the medicine nicely.

oh, and my blood pressure was 112/60, perfect as Joanne the nurse likes to say :)

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